What's up guys? Finally getting around to posting. This website has been an incredible resource for me and I can not thank Area and it's members enough. With that said, I have a long road ahead of me. I wasn't sure if this was the correct section to post in. Regardless, I will be doing a mind dump of sort as I believe there is a lot of facts that are relevant. No particular order or format at first. Here we go:
- I'm 27 years old suffering from mostly premature ejaculation and varying degrees/bouts of erectile dysfunction.
- I have never been on SSRIs.
- I've been dependent on PDE5i almost the entirety of my sexual lifetime. Cialis has been my pde5 of choice and I first starting having sex consistently around 23.
- PDE5 work but no where near the strength and reliability that they used too. I frequently dose 20mg cialis and still only have 75%-95% erections. I never get those super rock hard diamond cutters that I could rely on cialis ALWAYS giving me.
- I've been an opiate addict since around 21. Got off them and onto buprenorphine several years ago which I've maintained on since.
- Recreationally use Tianeptine and Phenibut each 2-3 times weekly mostly on the weekend. This I feel is one of the key components to my issues and I will expound on this later.
- Learned about edging to extend the pleasure provided by porn and regularly began binging on porn for hours at a time where I would bring myself to the brink of orgasm then stop. This has had a noticeable effect on my ability to get aroused with a real girl, maintain a hard erection, and most certainly caused issues with dopamine/reward system.
- I have been in a new relationship for the past 9 months and my porn usage has dropped significantly so I am making progress on that. Although, I notice if I do slip up just once it has a noticeable effect during actual sex.
- I cruise on testosterone at 200mg/week and cycle in 2-3 month periods of trenbolone at 350mg/week. I utilize arimidex to control estrogen of course and cabergoline whilst on tren to control prolactin.
- Tried proviron at 100mg/day and masteron at 400mg/week and did not notice the slightest difference in libido. The tren on the other hand definitely seems to boost libido but I've never taken it without caber so who knows which is really the cause.
- I had at one point in my life incredible sexual ability. I was able to perform every single time without question. My erection quality would be excellent and I had complete control of my orgasm. This was about a year and a half ago and was during/end of my first tren cycle. Another important fact, during this period I was not using any tianeptine, phenibut, or other recreational drugs. Only maintaining on buprenorphine. I was on cialis though and it worked great at that time.
- I do get morning wood although much rarer without having taken cialis recently and usually only when I have to urinate in the morning. Also, the hardness of the morning wood is very soft and deflates quickly.
- I started taking the tianeptine pre-sex to prevent premature ejaction and it worked very well. I had in essence complete control and could delay ejaculation as long as I wanted all whilst staying reasonable hard UNLESS I overdid the tianeptine.
- I now only take tianeptine recreationally and whist on the effects on HIGH doses my libido is non-existent and ability to get an erection even whilst on cialis is impossible.
- Phenibut in low doses (under 2 grams) seems to HELP my arousal, erection quality, and premature ejaulation. Although, at the doses I need to get a good buzz (5+ grams) it kills my erectile quality even tho mentally I may be horny.
- I seem to suffer a hangover effect the next day from the tianeptine and phenibut where my dick will be incredibly sensitive and controlling orgasm is extremely difficult.
- My definition of premature ejaulation is a little extreme. At the moment, as long as I haven't taken any recreational substances recently I can actually last 15+ minutes without issue BUT that includes some annoying start/stopping during sex to prevent ejaculating. On my good days I can thrust non-stop without those pauses and it makes a world of difference in my and my girlfriends experience.
- I want to get back to that period in which I had COMPLETE control of my orgasm. Only when I want it and that's it. The only way I can do that now is with use of tianeptine/dapoxetine/tramadol presex and that's only if I get the dose right that doesn't end up hurting my erection quality.
- I want to get back to where my erection quality was at or near rock hard. I don't mind relying on the cialis if it WORKED!
I could keep gong on and on but I need to stop here for the moment. From my own observations, my issues seem to arise from neurochemical imbalances/sensitivity from the drug use (+porn) and possibly hormonal as well. I feel a little overwhelmed but am determined to fix this issue WHATEVER it takes! I want to cure this and no longer have to rely on timing taking something to enjoy sex.
Current stack:
- Testostorone Cyponinate at 200mg/week (split into 3 shots mon/wed/fri to maintain more stable levels).
- Arimidex .5mg @ 3 x week (on injection day).
- Trenbolone @ 50mg day (350mg/week).
- Cabergoline .25mg @ 2 x week.
- Vitamin D 5,000mg
- Fish oil 1000epa+500dha.
- Just started berberine at 500mg twice day to hopefully restore sensitivity to PDE5.
- Sulbutiamine for dopamine at 250mg twice day for dopamine.
- Citrulline + Pine bark extract daily.
- Creatine 5g day.
- I was on telmisartan for blood pressure and I need to get back on it. Helps control BP well and seems to help erectile quality as well.
- Stop taking tianeptine all together. I haven't in over a week now and the further I get away from it the quicker I become aroused and my erection quality improves.
- Reduce phenibut useage.
- I'm 27 years old suffering from mostly premature ejaculation and varying degrees/bouts of erectile dysfunction.
- I have never been on SSRIs.
- I've been dependent on PDE5i almost the entirety of my sexual lifetime. Cialis has been my pde5 of choice and I first starting having sex consistently around 23.
- PDE5 work but no where near the strength and reliability that they used too. I frequently dose 20mg cialis and still only have 75%-95% erections. I never get those super rock hard diamond cutters that I could rely on cialis ALWAYS giving me.
- I've been an opiate addict since around 21. Got off them and onto buprenorphine several years ago which I've maintained on since.
- Recreationally use Tianeptine and Phenibut each 2-3 times weekly mostly on the weekend. This I feel is one of the key components to my issues and I will expound on this later.
- Learned about edging to extend the pleasure provided by porn and regularly began binging on porn for hours at a time where I would bring myself to the brink of orgasm then stop. This has had a noticeable effect on my ability to get aroused with a real girl, maintain a hard erection, and most certainly caused issues with dopamine/reward system.
- I have been in a new relationship for the past 9 months and my porn usage has dropped significantly so I am making progress on that. Although, I notice if I do slip up just once it has a noticeable effect during actual sex.
- I cruise on testosterone at 200mg/week and cycle in 2-3 month periods of trenbolone at 350mg/week. I utilize arimidex to control estrogen of course and cabergoline whilst on tren to control prolactin.
- Tried proviron at 100mg/day and masteron at 400mg/week and did not notice the slightest difference in libido. The tren on the other hand definitely seems to boost libido but I've never taken it without caber so who knows which is really the cause.
- I had at one point in my life incredible sexual ability. I was able to perform every single time without question. My erection quality would be excellent and I had complete control of my orgasm. This was about a year and a half ago and was during/end of my first tren cycle. Another important fact, during this period I was not using any tianeptine, phenibut, or other recreational drugs. Only maintaining on buprenorphine. I was on cialis though and it worked great at that time.
- I do get morning wood although much rarer without having taken cialis recently and usually only when I have to urinate in the morning. Also, the hardness of the morning wood is very soft and deflates quickly.
- I started taking the tianeptine pre-sex to prevent premature ejaction and it worked very well. I had in essence complete control and could delay ejaculation as long as I wanted all whilst staying reasonable hard UNLESS I overdid the tianeptine.
- I now only take tianeptine recreationally and whist on the effects on HIGH doses my libido is non-existent and ability to get an erection even whilst on cialis is impossible.
- Phenibut in low doses (under 2 grams) seems to HELP my arousal, erection quality, and premature ejaulation. Although, at the doses I need to get a good buzz (5+ grams) it kills my erectile quality even tho mentally I may be horny.
- I seem to suffer a hangover effect the next day from the tianeptine and phenibut where my dick will be incredibly sensitive and controlling orgasm is extremely difficult.
- My definition of premature ejaulation is a little extreme. At the moment, as long as I haven't taken any recreational substances recently I can actually last 15+ minutes without issue BUT that includes some annoying start/stopping during sex to prevent ejaculating. On my good days I can thrust non-stop without those pauses and it makes a world of difference in my and my girlfriends experience.
- I want to get back to that period in which I had COMPLETE control of my orgasm. Only when I want it and that's it. The only way I can do that now is with use of tianeptine/dapoxetine/tramadol presex and that's only if I get the dose right that doesn't end up hurting my erection quality.
- I want to get back to where my erection quality was at or near rock hard. I don't mind relying on the cialis if it WORKED!
I could keep gong on and on but I need to stop here for the moment. From my own observations, my issues seem to arise from neurochemical imbalances/sensitivity from the drug use (+porn) and possibly hormonal as well. I feel a little overwhelmed but am determined to fix this issue WHATEVER it takes! I want to cure this and no longer have to rely on timing taking something to enjoy sex.
Current stack:
- Testostorone Cyponinate at 200mg/week (split into 3 shots mon/wed/fri to maintain more stable levels).
- Arimidex .5mg @ 3 x week (on injection day).
- Trenbolone @ 50mg day (350mg/week).
- Cabergoline .25mg @ 2 x week.
- Vitamin D 5,000mg
- Fish oil 1000epa+500dha.
- Just started berberine at 500mg twice day to hopefully restore sensitivity to PDE5.
- Sulbutiamine for dopamine at 250mg twice day for dopamine.
- Citrulline + Pine bark extract daily.
- Creatine 5g day.
- I was on telmisartan for blood pressure and I need to get back on it. Helps control BP well and seems to help erectile quality as well.
- Stop taking tianeptine all together. I haven't in over a week now and the further I get away from it the quicker I become aroused and my erection quality improves.
- Reduce phenibut useage.
